I have two children
They are born from me, born with me, born for me.
In the corner of my mind, I give birth to my children.
They are twins.
One is Behoof and other one is Den.
Iam the parent, like madonna, but not an extraordinary.
Iam the caretaker and the controller.
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My twins are always in conflict
With each other, \'for me \'.
That time I try to control them, but they start to influence me.
Is any mother make a cruel judgement
against only one child?
Yes.I do. time to times.
Parti pris.. and make my one into sad.
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some times I\'m in a cruel mood too..
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Iam their centre, middle and balancing thing, and my brain in freemode.
My children controls to gain me through \'Armageddon \'.
I don\'t know, I love my chidren, for what?
They don\'t love me, they like to conflict each other ..
and they are trying to kill each other.
Sometimes, I also tried to kill one of my child, for permanent balancing.
No....... tried to kill both.....
But I am not confident,
not a full evil, and not at all a good Angel.
Not a good.....
So, without killing, I am in a balancing mode.
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After all, they are my children.
How I kill them and how can I leave them.
Without me, they are not going to exist as my version .
Without them, my existence may be a mystery.