Hanible

How Can I Explain

Please don\'t look at me weird 

Please don\'t leave 

Please this is hard 

To explain 

My Mind 

My cold body 

My warm heart 

Staying medicated 

My words never comes out right 

Every day 

The same routine 

Crazy thoughts come 

Crazy thoughts go 

Insane became my middle name 

Fighting in my sleep 

Quiet while I\'m awake 

Until I\'m poked 

No smiles 

Just laughter 

No hugs 

No kissing 

Just hand shakes 

Alone is normal 

Everyone loves me 

From a distance 

It\'s safer 

For them 

This way