I wish I hadn’t fallen for the trap of his gaze,
Hadn\'t drowned in the magic of his voice.
I wish I hadn’t paved his path with my waiting,
Hadn\'t lost myself in him — by choice.
I wish I hadn’t sought solace in his arms,
Hadn\'t surrendered to a fleeting embrace.
I wish he had been just a passing thought,
Not a habit I can’t seem to erase.
I wish his memories didn’t carve scars on my heart,
Didn’t linger like an endless ache.
I wish I could smile without needing him near,
And breathe — without love at stake.
I wish for peace, away from his name,
For freedom from this silent pain.
But these wishes, I know, are fleeting dreams,
Reality always pulls me back again.