Cheeky Missy

It\'s Called...Yes, What, Precisely?

There\'s nothing quite like trying to feign you\'re fine when all\'s in shambles, where Friday seemed a glorious dream and all\'s quite bottomed out.
 
[I Told Myself to Write]
 
(sonnet #MMMMMMMMMXCV)
 
 
Oh mournful break of day, I am too frail,
As naked trees lined up evince naught hence,
Let me recall the budded limbs whose sense
Of yonder \'gainst the skies in red\'s detail
Spoke volumes, hope alive and waltzing; fail
Not at seeing past these leaden racks whose dense
Blank is but Jan\'ry\'s style and, for intents
Famil\'ar.  Did I plan and naught\'d avail?
No Barry\'s as erst wont on Sundays fer
So long, but how fresh raspb\'rries soften to
Effect these sorrows. Did dreams trick as twere
The hours out, and have fled? Such were not true.
If I were not so blue, I\'d be astir
With waltzing visions still.  LORD, I need You.
 
19Jan25a
 
Curiously, after being informed I\'d not be off after ten hours nor twelve, but was ordered to pull \"a double,\" AND return hours later, once my relief called, assuring me I would at least be off after sixteen hours, the sun emerged and all appeared to revive, likeas my own spirits. Go figure?!
 
There\'s So Very Much I Need to Learn
 
(sonnet #MMMMMMMMMXCVI)
 
 
As if the phone call gave me hope, what thence?
But lo, the sun peers through, likeas t\'avail
Now I have laughed and feel a glimmer; trail
To yonder\'s not as murky as suspense
Had framed th\'unknown, this patient waiting hence
Half what the woods in silence are, the frail
Cold bits of snow as wont, yet that detail
I know whileas the sun shines in defense.
So guess it was that I made plans in poor
\'Scuse, and they were thrown out. Behold, thin blue
Heavns\' icy mien grey cloud fluffs float as twere
In, all nigh frozen like below. What do
We do, that we\'re a wreck when our plans\' tour
Is thus denied? Redeem us, LORD, won\'t You?
 
19Jan25b
 
Hint: a cold Spring OR a warm Spring
 
Remember WHAT Groundhog Day Means:
 
(sonnet #MMMMMMMMMXCVII)
 
 
That none too subtle eye of Spring\'s all hail,
Despite subzero temps, is still from thence
Established, like the hopeful glimmer sense
Grasped for twa days ere when birdsongs\' detail
And dripping eaves swore off Death\'s hold t\'avail,
As all seemed coming back to life fr\'intents,
Buds on erst naked limbs now partly hence
E\'en robed in fragile red I hope shan\'t fail.
Watch sparrows fly off frae my deck in tour
Whenas I come back home, the merry crew
So sweetly gathered in, was\'t play as t\'were?
Then sip hot cocoa lest you freeze anew
Upon the clock, and learn where all\'s astir
E\'en in these bitter hours, to wait on You.
 
19Jan25c