To recollect, the scenes, the wounds, the forgotten truth
To be bruised beneath my feet
To be held captive by my chest
To be fed empty love
To be pierced by the shards of trust
To be undone by love\'s cruelty
To hear only the beating of my own heart
To be desperate in panic
To drawn in air too thick to breathe
To claw the walls that aren\'t there
To be trapped in the fog of confusion
To bear the weight of echoes of yesterday
To drink from hollow cups
To be weighed down by invisible grief
To be held hostage by regret
To chase sleep through endless nights
To be gripped by anxiety shadows that have no form
To be starved by the warmth of connection, affection
To reach the hands that never arrive
To be the burden of their own hurt
To be burned in their comfort
To be lost in my mind
To be torn between what was and what is
To wear my own brokenness
To fight alone
To be trapped in the amber of the moment
To not know why!