The pain consumes my heart,
As I am torn apart,
Lord have mercy on my soul,
\'Cause, my Lord, I am no longer in control.
The hate once never had a hold on me,
I thought I was free,
As of now, I don\'t remember the feeling of happy,
\'Cause everything makes me so angry.
I have to take control,
No matter the pain, of the happiness they stole,
Yeshua will Help,
And maybe I wont melt.