On the Outside Looking In.
I am on the outside still looking in.
Left wondering what could have been.
If I had been dealt a winning hand.
I could be wearing your wedding band.
The man you are holding in your arms.
Is the man who you he has charmed.
He gives you everything I never could.
The reasons you left me I understood.
I can see you are in a very good space.
I love you, that brings a smile to my face.
I have some resentment and jealousy.
That eases when I see you looking happy.
My crazy mind says it could have worked.
If you had listened to when I had talked.
We could have removed the dark clouds.
I think together we could of worked it out.
I am still wishing you nothing but good.
Always wanting to be with you if I could.
My heart is remembering and is hoping.
Alone, I stand on the outside looking in.
Nataiella