In the quiet of the night I sit alone
The weight of the world feels like a stone.
Smiles around me but they don’t see
The shadows that whisper “You’re not free. ”
Each day is a mask that I wear so tight
Hiding the tears that fall out of sight.
I walk through the crowd but I feel so small
A ghost in the daylight lost in it all.
Thoughts like a river they pull me down
Drowning in silence I feel like I drown.
I reach for a hand but no one can see
The battle I\'m fighting inside of me.
In dreams I find peace a soft gentle light
But waking brings sorrow that lingers all night.
I long for a moment where pain drifts away
Where hope finds a way to brighten my day.
But here in my heart the darkness holds tight
I search for the dawn but I’m lost in the night.
Yet still I will breathe though my spirit feels thin
For even in sorrow there’s a chance to begin.
and whatever massacare begins
I am in the way