Pineapple_pizza018

Depressed writer

If you ask me if I\'m okay, I\'ll always lie to you

I\'m a people pleaser, that\'s what I\'ll always do

Listen to me now, I got you

No matter how bad it may seem

You mean more than life to me

I\'ll write paragraphs for you to stay

Because I won\'t survive with you away 

If I were to cry

You\'d help me, right?

 

You can\'t talk right now? Which I can\'t believe

I canceled all my plans for you with ease

No one ever asked me if I was okay, even if I was crying

I guess it\'s true that I\'m a burden

This is why I take all your problems in, which is insane

Took all your mental illness, breakdowns, and pain

I told you it\'s okay to be at your worst

Even though when I open up, it will always hurt

said I love you then told me I make your life miserable

turn me upside down and that made me fearful

didn\'t care how I felt, told me I was horrible

asked me if I wanted to be dead, with tears in my eyes

sent me away when I said I wanted to die

emotionally abusive making me cry

pushing me away when I ask why