You pinned me to the wall
I curled up into a ball
I screamed so loud
You covered my mouth
I’m empty with no feeling inside
My blank face like a silent shell
I wish to share my story and confide
But I don’t know who I can tell
My trust is gone, ripped away
Torn beneath the surface everyday
Inner turmoil controlling and confining
My sleep and health are declining
Please, leave me alone
Sometimes I don’t feel safe at home
Whenever I’m at any place
I just can’t stop seeing your face
No, I can’t be scarred
Wasn’t I only caught off guard
It often seems that you’re always near
If only you could disappear
But aren’t you my friend
That’s why I didn’t defend
I recoil from your touch
Which makes me hate you so much
But you know I don’t mean it
I really like you I must admit
Does that mean you can assault me
I never knew that, sorry