I wanna cry but the tears wont come out
I wanna yell but I cant shout
The pain is all way too bottled up
I cant let it all out
Its like when you glue something and you can undo
Unless someone or something makes you
I wanna feel the sadness and anger, but I just cant
The emotion isnt is there but I cannot express it
when I cry there is no tears
When I yell there is no sound
When I\'m happy there is no joy
I\'ve kept me feelings all bottled up for so long
I\'m scared that if I let it all out
My world will come crashing down
I am scared to tear down this wall
I\'ve had forever and ever
My wall has always been there
To afraid I\'ll get moved
Even thought I\'m here for good
I\'m still scared to let it down
I know what its like being the one getting moved
But not the one left behind
One day my love we will find
Find each other through the mess
Imma let the past be the past and you know the rest
Yes it is apart of me I need to let go
So here I go babe here I go
I wanna feel these emotions I shut out
But I just cant
I am and was never able to show emotion
Or affection which got me out of relationships
I wanna feel these tear
Like on a rainy day with the rain coming down
And the kids waiting inside until it stops
Or the fearless one and go outside
And over some it and have fun
I wanna have this anger and shout
Like the sun coming out and shinning on a bright day
With people out eating Popsicle and sweating
Kids yelling and playing
Swimming at a pool
I wanna feel happiness
I wanna be scared,
I wanna feel
Feel emotions
I wanna, but just cant.