Hey!

Why cant everyone leave me alone?

I ask for silence
A little respect
I ask to be left alone 
And no one does
Why cant everyone just leave me alone?
I just need time
I have been a bitch the past week
I have and had a lot to deal with
And all I ask or asked of people was 
Was a little peace and quiet
NOPE FUCK IT
No one respects me when I ask
Everyone likes me
Wish they didn\'t but they do
Why cant everyone leave me alone?
I sit there and listen to your problems, her problems, his problems
EVERYONE GOD DAM PROBLEMS
But I don\'t leave any time for mine
If I lose one friend then another 
It just keeps going
Because no matter how much space I want
If I ask for it
You get fucking mad at me for wanting to have some 
GOD DAM TIME ALONE
I CANT have a moment to my FUCKING SELF
You all just expect to walk by me 
And see me with a smile at all times
And when that smile isn\'t there you all lose YOUR FOREVER LOVING MIND
Why cant everyone leave me alone?
Is it that hard
I leave you alone when you need some time
And I\'m there if you ask me to
I need some time just like you do
Im human I need to feel these emotions
But FUCK it no one will let me
I cannot go a day without people telling me to suck it up
Its not that bad
Losing the person you love is bad
He isn\'t gone , but he is away
He wont be here tomorrow or even the next day
The rain is even mimicking me 
Because the clouds can cry
And I cant because everyone expects me to be perfectly fine
BUT IM NOT OK
And I wont be for a while
Why cant everyone leave me alone?
Just leave me the fuck alone