Sebastian

Inside My Dreams

My dreams morphed from a faceless woman bearing my children, 

To you, wanting another chance

My dreams morphed from cataclysmic apocalypses, 

To survival, life after life, with you. 

 

Although in truth, I believe you were there, in every one of my dreams. 

The faceless girl, representing my inability to not only cope but understand what I felt for you, my emotions personified into the perfect specimen. 

The cataclysmic apocalypse, a desolate landscape, representing the uninhabitable corners of my heart, that of which you so readily claimed and so readily left baron. 

A place no one else may dare step foot. 

 

Dreams are a window into the soul\'s most vulnerable and chaotic iterations of one\'s wants and needs. 

And I guess some part of me must want the world to end so you\'d be given no other choice but to love me.