JuneM

Letter to my Lost Lover

I\'m not sure how to start this

Maybe first with a happy Valentines Day

Maybe first with you\'re the one thing I miss-

Or no, I just wanted to say happy birthday

I know it\'s coming up, I still remember

I mean how could I forget, or rather, how I wish to forget

How I wish to forget when you\'d warm me through the cold December

Not that I care much anyway, not that I remember when we first met

Maybe you\'re just stuck in my head like a broken record playing on repeat

Maybe one day I can get your bittersweet tune to stop playing over and over

I mean, not that I think about you that much, thinking about you is obsolete

I think- I mean, I know, no I don\'t need closure

Of course not, its not like you just broke me and left like its nothing

Maybe its just me overthinking

Maybe its just the fact that the way you shattered my heart was so brutal

That it left me with no self worth, that I started drinking

Not that it helped, in fact it made it worse, then again all my attempts are always futile

Attempts to erase you from my memory

But its not like you care anyway

So yeah, just wanted to say happy Valentines Day

Also happy birthday

I hope you\'re doing swell

Tell the other girl that as well