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Grieving You

Sitting in my room alone   

staring at the things I own

Silence screams in my head   

as I wish for peace instead.

The walls at night close in on me 

making it hard for me to breathe

I sometimes block shit from my head

try to move on like they said.

I think about you every day

This pain I feel won\'t go away.

I hide my tears so no one knows

but alone at night, I let them flow.

I forget to breathe and gasp for air

sometimes to find it\'s just not there

My silent tears scream so loud

I\'d pray to God if I knew how.   

I grieve for you every day

it does not matter what they say

You live always in my mind

Son, I miss you all the time.