Memories screaming in my brain
My body is shaking in pain
Doubts crawling through my veins
Only love for you remains
All reasons for leaving you behind
Washed away by endless tears
Forming a river of self-pity
Embracing my uncertain mind
For admitting the truth I wasn’t prepared
Rather chose the easy way out
Shattered your trust into pieces
Too small to ever be repaired
To perfection I wanted to strive
Now I feel so undeniably flawed
Why are your words still echoing
Where peace and freedom should thrive?
I take a deep breath and dive
Hold my breath and close my eyes
Ascend to a world where I
No longer need to justify