I stare into the distance the pain I feel is unbearable it\'s making me sick I can\'t eat can\'t sleep can\'t focus the damage you have done is killing me my soul is at a loss broken beyond repair you have taken every thing from me and you walk away feeling proud your torment the fake promises twisted mind games you love to play you gloat in your victory knowing that you have destroyed me I hope soon they will see the real you exposing the monster that you are my eyes hurt there swollen shut from all the tears all the wasted years.