I’m falling again
To the abyss of membranes
Filthy thoughts clouding
My skull and now it’s loud and
Banging every now and then
To be let out again
A smoke seeping into the cracks
These feeling overwhelm my heart
Heavy is the weight upon
My bones and everything undone
Bringing to the precipice
A urgency to be a freak
I-I don’t wanna let it win
I don’t wanna be a freak
I’m a weirdo just enough
I don’t like this back and forth
I’m exhausted in my mind
I can’t shake it all the time
It clings to me like mice and glue
Unimaginable kg too
Sinking positivity
Bringing negativity
Feeding off my sufferings
I know what it wants from me
I can’t make it stop
You win just let me drown
They call you depression
You’re me, just more pronounced