Melancholic~Onion

Weight of Depression

I’m falling again

To the abyss of membranes

Filthy thoughts clouding

My skull and now it’s loud and

Banging every now and then

To be let out again

 

A smoke seeping into the cracks

These feeling overwhelm my heart

Heavy is the weight upon

My bones and everything undone

Bringing to the precipice

A urgency to be a freak

 

I-I don’t wanna let it win

I don’t wanna be a freak

I’m a weirdo just enough

I don’t like this back and forth

I’m exhausted in my mind

I can’t shake it all the time

 

It clings to me like mice and glue

Unimaginable kg too

Sinking positivity

Bringing negativity

Feeding off my sufferings

I know what it wants from me

 

I can’t make it stop

You win just let me drown

They call you depression

You’re me, just more pronounced