I\'ve never wanted to feel like this,
To be emotional and broken.
I\'ve never thought that I\'ll be helpless,
But here I am.
Since childhood hear I\'m like no others.
Since childhood feel that I\'m alone.
Since childhood: \"You look like your father\".
Bullshit.
And now I don\'t know who I am.
A gothic girl with a stack of books?
Or someone else? These thoughts again
Ruin my life.
I wanna feel, but not the pain.
I wanna live, but… how? Tell me.