Attempting to toss
into coordinates of comfort,
I fail to find a prime position
to support my heavy heart,
and to contain my racing mind.
A blanket–
always too stiff–
clings uncomfortably
to my spent body,
which I reluctantly trust
to wake up once more again.
A pillow–
always too flat–
smothers the thickening air
as my lungs try to
swallow reality once more.
I plea to the pause
fragmenting awareness
to rise and resume,
as the void encroaches
and consciousness escapes me.