Lorenz

The debt

Threshold  memory  ( 2 )

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They tell you about the bliss of a tunnel of light.

Immaterial creatures that flood you with waves of love .

Landscapes worthy of  Trumpland that makes you 

cry with happiness ..Ho ! Ho !  Ho ! 

You glide through the kingdom of seraphim

like a care bears series for retarded  kids !

   Hogwash all that ! 

Guys ,in the miasma of epidemic tenebras 

you\'re shivering with sweat and thirst ,

stunned by the moans and squeaks of hallucinated creatures 

that cling to you with the morbid desire to drag  you

into abysses of suffering and remorse ...

   Bullshit all that ! 

This damn\' path is strewn 

with  brambles, ashes and ambers ,

nobody\'s waiting to say \'\' I love you ! \'\'

Alone before and even more alone after die and let die !

And coming back from the nightmare 

to find the nightmare again , 

beckoning the sulphurous demons on the road to hell,

you tell yourself with shame and disgust :

\'\' I  clean  my soul and alleviating me of a dirty debt ! \'\'