I wish I was an atom
Floating around aimlessly
No responsibility or care
Free of life & its living
I wish I was the invisible air
You’d breathe me in and I’d disappear
Ceasing to exist entirely
The moment I fill into your being
I wish I were the unspoken
The hundreds & hundreds of avoided things
Might be words or happenings
But then I’d be inconsequential
As not a being would mention a hint of me
I wish I was nothing
A ceaseless non-existent [It]
To be abandoned to an abyss
So I’d be free of watchful colored eyes
So I’d be a mindless… Heartless
Body-less mass of absolutely nought