Self-destruction\'s heavy weight
Crushes the soul, a devasting fate
Past mistakes linger, impossible to undo
A shattered heart, with each shard, pierces anew
Guilt\'s burden drags me down
Into the depth of a river, with no turning around
A heart once full, now still and grey
Tears fall, but can\'t mend the shatter away
Lost dreams and haunting thoughts remain
A constant reminder of the pain I\'ve gained
A lifetime of sorrow, my deserved fate
Regret\'s ache, a punishment that\'s simply too late