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John ( The unexpected heartbreak)

You say you love me, but all you want is revenge
I have given you everything and your just gonna turn your back and resend
I have never stopped caring about and that\'s the funny thing
Because you don\'t care about me, just ruining me

Well John Michael Edward Mead
Lets see 
Two can play that game 
BUT I wont because I don\'t want revenge

I want you to be happy
Happier than you were with
I had to lose you to love me
I love you more than I love myself

In shadows deep where heartstrings fray,  
Love’s tender whispers fade away.  
With every promise, a dagger\'s thrust,  
In dreams we built, now turned to dust.  

Eyes once bright, now veil the pain,  
A love so fierce, but in vain.  
You turned your back, I stood alone,  
In a world once ours, now overthrown.  

Was it revenge that brewed in your heart,  
Or indifference that tore us apart?  
What once was warmth, now bitter cold,  
A story of love, tragically told.  

Yet in this sorrow, a choice to make,  
To rise from ashes, for my own sake.  
Forgiveness blooms where anger wanes,  
In the quiet, I shed these chains.  

I wish you peace, though it cuts so deep,  
A selfless love, in memories I keep.  
To heal the wounds, I must let go,  
And find the strength in tides that flow.  

For in this letting, I learn to see,  
That loving myself sets my spirit free.  
The echoes of you, they softly fade,  
In the light of new paths, unafraid.  

So here I stand, with heart in hand,  
Embracing the lessons life had planned.  
Though love may hurt, it teaches too,  
In every ending, a chance to renew.  

You always hated  loved me?

No matter how hard I try to explain
To find my send and regain
You always turn and rein
And I am left out here in the rain

You always never loved me
I always loved you and still do