I sit in my room and think
Of what it is I did
I lived, I existed,I breathed
And I am getting shammed, called names and other things
I have made mistakes in the past
And I will keep making them
I cant seem to do anything right
I talk and get told to shut up
I try my best in dance , gets criticized
Volleyball, gets told I will never make it or be anything
Being a friend, all are fake too
I trust people too much and look where it lead me
I try and try and try and never get acknowledged
I am nice to people and what do I get?
Assholes
The only people who are really nice to me are thoses who weren\'t before
Those who I ignored
I cant do anything right
I hurt those who I love
I am a monster
Always hiding behind a smile
That smile is plastered on my face
And it wont come off
I cant do anything right
The only thing I can do
Is not be here for both me and for you
Not a popular option but it works
Whether or not its for good or for worse
Do you think I want to fucking cry every night
NO I DONT
But I do
And I cant do anything right