Melancholia

Secret desires

I long for your touch

Notice my desire, please

Am I asking for too much?

Your gaze is grazing mine

Upholding my tension

Too short to be a sign

Too long to learn my lesson 

A whole movie unfolds

My head is in heaven

While you lose attention

 

You don’t have to mention

This is a onesided mission

Down there it’s tingling

Why don’t you wanna listen

To my bodys cry for kisses

I raise my brows, bite my lip

Even if you don’t intend to

You’re making me drip

Say the word, I’m your’s

Let’s fuck up our friendship

 

Your chest against mine

The room is heating

I feel you breathing

Your voice so soft

Whispers of a needy being

My hand sliding down

Your eyes rolling up

An erotic rollercoaster

In wich we both can’t stop

Your fingers gliding

Into dark places

A moan escapes me

Feel freed from all cages

Overwhelmed by senses

While your passion pierces

Accelerating my feelings

Blood is pumping

Blanket lifting

Sinking

 

Let’s face it

Who am I kidding

 

How long ‘til my mask slips

Can’t hide it forever

Can’t tell you, never

This feeling will end me

Ruin us

I am obsessed

I have to stop

But laying in bed

My last thought

Is you leaning over me

Our naked bodies finally unite

With the painful knowledge

Of this feeling never leaving

My wishful thinking

Turning into grieving

I text you a good night