Neilton

My eternal bundles of joy

Every minute without you 

Takes space in our lost time 

Every minute with the world 

And I already mourn your light 

Every minute with people I despise 

And I realize how close we are 

To growing apart 

To taking different ways 

And crossing different paths 

Yours will be warm and soft

But mine will be imbued with an unbearable loss

A path 

I will have to traverse all alone 

A loss

I will have to go through on my own 

Forgive me my little baby 

For missing all those moments 

You cherished 

when you so patiently 

Waited for me to come home 

Oh God! Don\'t leave me alone! 

I will carry a burden so heavy 

I might as well be buried next to my soul

I might as well be buried next to my love 

I might as well be buried with the only 

Innocent hearts I\'ve ever known 

 

The warmest hug I\'ve ever had 

The warmest bed I\'ve ever slept 

Simply like that

With no heart I will be left 

Everything will be frozen and cold

Cause deeply in my heart I know 

There is no love 

Like our own 

With every sun ray looking sparing 

In front of their rainbows spreading 

Across the bise blue sky 

Showing that love exists 

You just have to search deep 

No words will bring you the deed

Explained so simply by my beautiful bees

Who so willingly spread their wings 

Obliterating my pain 

Giving me hope and faith 

 

So I cross my fingers 

I pray to God 

And my birthday wishes are always foregone

 I even flip my every coin 

To never be left 

Without my eternal bundles of joy