Tristan Robert Lange

Supplanted Stuffing

There he sat,
Little and larkish
Fluffy and full,
Forever a friendly,
Furry Teddy
Bear.
 
i remember this, right?
 
His smile softly
Suggested I love him
Back.
 
I did.
 
yes, i remember this
clearly—
like it was yesterday,
we shared that starting gaze,
given in gracous
gratitude.
 
Teddy—my precious bear—
Followed me everywhere
From my childhood trips
To baseball stadiums
To sitting in the dugout
At my softball games,
Little league laborers
Of love.
 
yes, i do so remember this time when
Teddy, at my sorority sisters’ slumber,
slipped into an ice cold
cooler,
shrinking smaller
but sturdy in solidarity
for his true
love.
 
Teddy—my darling dear bear—
Just loved my children.
He became theirs too.
They played with him
Purposefully—
Proudly—
He was  their
Papa bear.
 
Until he wasn’t.
 
yes, i see this now as surely
as i see him
so sadly sitting
darkly
in a concealed closet
forgotten
forever
ago.
 
Teddy—my poor, poor Teddy—
Sullenly sits and stares
At me.
His humble and hurt eyes
Evoking these
Moving memories,
Pitifully piercing into
My predominantly
Pernicious and
Pathetically selfish soul.
 
yes, i do remember Teddy.
sigh.
but tomorrow
will never come
if i keep wasting such time.
 
Teddy—my—what’s your name
Again?
Time to once again
Turn out the lights. Goodnight.
 
>footsteps<
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
>kl-klick<
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
>ker-klunk<
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
>distant voices of cheer and laughter<
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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