Neilton

Unfulfilled love

My tears glistened dazzlingly on the floor

While you were leaving me forlorn 

Pacing anxiously and remorsefully 

To your \"carefully\" embroidered \"home\"

Pondering how you could ever forget this unfulfilled love

\"Should I have chased after a broken soul?\"

I wondered while musing over our days on the shore 

But you had already disemboweled

My all this time meticulously protected bones

With your so-called smoothened claws

 

Is it hard for you to understand 

That I erase our memories

As if they are 

Some kind of devils line-up?

Or do I have to show scars 

That can be seen 

even from where you so-rattled relax?

 

But my mind harks back to the days of yore

On the very first night of my favorite trist 

When you got on one knee 

And offered to shield me 

Eternally ...

Words out of my ken 

I admit ...

So don\'t go and tease 

my frequent visits down memory lane

When you held my hand by the sea 

And we talked for hours about future dreams

Pushing me gently to become a better me

 And vowing to call me yours 

Since I was the love you\'ve always been looking for 

 

Daily I\'m haunted by our laughs echoing under the starry sky 

With the moon shining right before your dazzling brown eyes

And my heart pounding louder and louder as you kissed me softly on the one side 

 

And daily I fight 

with the soldiers of the night 

To remind my self 

That you took me out of my nest 

To protect me from the rest

With good intentions on your mind 

But you weren\'t strong enough 

And I fell 

Deserting my fragile feathers with a bloody mark

 

And

if I can utter those last words with my mouth 

I would say with all my morals crumbling down

\"I wish our souls could interlink one last time \"

I wish my eyes have never met yours that night\"

 

But as the writer of my story 

Repeatedly quotes 

To obliterate my worries

And fill the creation of my void

\"It\'s never too late to bounce back 

And take your little life to your hands 

For you can not live a life in the dark 

Under the shadow of a puzzled man

Who couldn\'t water your blooming heart 

No more than few months!

You need to create your own happy lark 

And find your other half!\"