pamela

Do you know what it feels like ?

 Do you know what it feels like 

 to be discriminated, to be discarded 

 never thought of, never cared for

 knowing that the only one

 who got your back 

 is your God

 

 Do you know what it feels like 

 to hide your personality 

 even your identity just

 to fit in with

 people who 

 find you disgusting 

 

Do you know what it feels like 

 to be the black sheep 

 the lost cause

 always taken granted for 

 with No one to

 say thank you love

 

 Do you know what it feels like 

 to get tired of life

 when you just want

 to close your eyes 

 ask God 

 when is death

 going to knock on my door 

 

 When is all this suffering 

 going to end

 when I\'m I going 

 to feel truly alive 

 just when

 just when I ask myself