Petrichor of Love

The Cursed Moonbroch

 

\"I am Death, the Almighty\'s most beloved—every mortal surrenders to me after controlling the little that the Almighty blesses every mortal with! But ye lovers espoused by the Supreme! I see the tranquillity of thy love. Despite surrendering to me, thy love still longs for the mortal left behind...\"

I. Until I Return to Thee

 

How are you in Heaven\'s keep?

Do stars comfort you and your plight?

Do angels sing lullabies, soft and deep,

Just like how I did every night?

With pain and trembling hands

I write this hoping to reach your land.

 

In silence, I dwell since you\'ve gone

A void where our happiness grew

Now wretched days stretch ever on,

Still, I wake up every day longing for you.

But you are naught but a futile shade

Providing coolness, time will indeed invade.

 

Are Heavens aware of the grace you claim?

Can you roam there free and explore?

Are the brutish souls easy to tame,

Scarred by the memories of lives before?

You were dearest for my life to keep,

A dream that faded before my sleep.

 

Your name beautifies Twilight\'s glow.

Which I live to feel over my tongue.

As those memories oft achingly go

Where our vows were once sung

If peace is yours beyond this sky,

Then hush my grief, yet linger nigh.



O Love, hush words on winds unseen

whispering the breeze upon my face

Let calm descend with a silver sheen,

Like raindrops kiss adding quiet grace.

And I shall guard it, defying eternity,

Until that time, I shall return to thee.

 

“So he writes. He writes to the dead, with trembling fingers stained by grief,” Ha! “How quaint, how tragically sweet.” He comforts me like wine aged in despair. “I must admit, I\'m captivated!” But he thinks he resists.

They don’t see… none of them do… that I am simply not an end There is a reason I am the heart and shadow of every embrace. I have been watching for decades “Oh hey, let’s vow our love during the stars. What a dumb idea, it’s bound to be trapped.” Bolt your dreams, good old. It\'s on the sand that I have been waiting to wash away.

“Love, waiting, heaven” That\'s a sorry excuse for a love. \"I have seen decay and time, oh god can they beg for more minutes and caresses, so miserable.”

Now let him rot in his mourning. Oh, led in fake hope! As if change is clumped in sorrow, that’s Magic. For all my spells and heart digs, I\'m still unmoving. Unrelenting. Unforgiving.

I have split kings from crowns, mothers from babies, soulmates from souls— and for what purpose? To see them continue to feign their affection makes them unique? That they are in some way immune?”

 

II. Clouds Over The Radiant Crescent

 

The Cloak of the Night doth glisten

like her imperfectly perfect grace

Adjuring the Moon and the stars to listen 

A tale of woe that I’m set to trace. 

 

Among those known acquaintance

I searched her, for what life brought

Longing for her beauteous countenance;

The Damsel of my dreams, well-wrought.

 

But what I saw is what I dared to say.

She had chosen Heaven for her morrow

That this good time must end one day

For me to embrace the sorrow.

 

Tears commix with my steps as I return

With scars of agony and hope on my heart

Alas! Still, my heart does childishly yearn

To see a glimpse of the beauty of her art.

 

The night, like the beauty of her flowing hair,

whose face is oblivious to my heart\'s extent.

In the realm of distance, I return in despair

Seeing moonbroch over my radiant crescent.

 

“Another one. Another soul plucked from the world, just as all the rest before thee. I grow weary of the wailing, the begging, the desperate clawing at life. It is useless! They all come to me in the end. Kings, beggars, lovers, liars—it matters not. They kneel. They break. They surrender. They become nothing. What dost thou hope for? Mercy? There is none! Just as I have thee, I shall have them all!

Let him weep! Let him scream my name in hatred. It amuses me. But it changes nothing. He will come to me, whether he wishes it or not. And when he does, I shall take him just as I have taken thee—without pity, without hesitation, without a second thought. There is no escape. There is no bargaining. There is no mercy! There is only me!”

 

III. The Damsel in Heaven

 

There’s you; in the heavens above

Gazing at the pearls of our love

You linger there in the Heavenly glow

Which angels gaze while walking slow

With stars like lanterns veiled in mist

They observe that your lips ne\'er kissed.

 

Upon the heaven\'s gilded parapet

She cries at the vow she\'d once set

With hands, now pale, softly trace

bethinking of their bygone grace

Feeling once again my whispered plea

Like a waltz of longing to roam free.

 

Beauty dwells beneath her feet

Longing for the Aphrodite to greet

Yet I, her earthly love stand still

By autumn\'s grove and winter\'s hill.

My heart, in her grave, mincing in ache

Seeking solace nobody could make. 

 

Melodious tunes that I can hear

Are sung by you, both sweet and sheer

\"O! Let the heavens tear in two for me

To get a glance of her, I long to see!\"

I think that heaven is yet to tame

As it doesn\'t allow her love to claim. 

 

I often, with my enfeebled tread

Pass by her house where love once led

By the roses that have lost their red

Fragrance that disappeared unsaid

And the shades that have grown dim

As everything carries her name to him.

 

She kneels with her head bowed low

And stares at me in total sorrow. 

\"Let him feel my love, my kiss

Bind his heart to mine in this abyss

Though these stars light my way

I want to get back to my earthly clay.\"

 

The Angels are seldom so austere

As they see her sorrow year after year

But Heaven, though just and true

Denies such dreams, we ever knew.

Still, she prays to defy her fate

with a heart and a love not to abate.

 

And I, beneath the twilight\'s sheen,

I still long for my bygone Queen

Turning my gaze upon Heaven\'s crest 

Where a star burns brighter than the rest

In my love, seeking my solace and care

As though her soul is attached there. 

 

\"Call me Home, dear!\" she cries at last

\"To the place where love is not my past

Though I dwell in Heaven\'s embrace

It is less heavenly than his face

What joy can paradise give me

If my love is on the Earth as I see?\" 

 

Thus, in the veil of Time\'s cruel art

We die every day apart and apart

Heavens, though wide and kind

Fail to console her aching mind. 

For love, though death may intervene,

Dwells in eternity, though unseen.

 

“He talks about Heaven, how joyous reunions will be and how it is something to look forward to. What a fool! It’s a wonderful thing for him to wait—wait till he rots in death, till the seasons laugh at his yearning. For all his letters and painful poems, I stand unmoved. Permanently. Unyielding. Merciless.

What did I accomplish by cleaving kings from crowns, mothers from dear children, and soulmates from each other? To only witness their fulfilled fantasies pretending to be superior claims, stupendous love?

Hear me now, dreadful bards! Even if your heart spills ink and agony, your existence is entirely locked in quiet. It is up to my discretion when you get to return to her and not a moment earlier. If it’s determined that your punishment is separated by stars and stones for eternity, then who cares?

Let this serve you well as you roam in your womb of dust beneath a mortal moon wanting her: your tears have no control over my strikes. Your pain bursts open my jubilation.

I am Death, and I will always win.”