Tony36

He pulls the trigger

He holds a gun to his head and pulls the trigger

He has tried many times
To let people into his life
To show them what was going on
To show them his feelings
 
He holds the gun to his head and pulls the trigger
So many times he has asked for help
Only to be dismissed like nothing was wrong
 
They don\'t understand
The turmoil
The pain
The hurt
 
Waking up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat
screaming
Yelling
At the shadows to leave him alone
Tears running down his face
 
Afraid of crowds
Feeling like he is always being judged
Feeling like a lost soul
Every eye on him
Watching
Waiting
Judging
He just wants to be left alone in peace
 
 
He holds the gun to his head and pulls the trigger
the end