Let me say sorry—
I\'m sorry.
I\'m so...
I\'m so damn sorry.
My heart\'s aching,
Like thunder in a chest that’s breaking.
I’ve never felt this much pain,
Never felt this… worthless.
Like an empty bastard
Left behind by purpose.
I know he\'s better for you.
That thought cuts deep, but it’s true.
Still I whisper “I care for you,”
But caring don’t fix the damage I do.
I want you to be happy,
Even if it’s not with me.
It just hurts more
When I’m the reason you\'re not free.
Everything, everyone has left me.
I’m watching doors close gently.
And I wonder —
How long till you forget me completely?
Because when that day comes,
When I fade from your memory…
That’s the day I stop fighting
And finally…
end the misery.