Just woke up
Drenched in sweat again
Heart pounding
In my chest again
Tears streaming
Down my face again
Screaming out
I cannot breathe again
More time
That I\'m awake again
Will I ever
Sleep in peace again
My eyes
Open wide
I\'m so damn tired
Bloodshot
Blacked out
Hung in bags of fire
Sleeping pills
Benadryls
With a vodka back
Still waking up
When the terrifier attacks
Snortin lines
When I rise
Cause I don\'t wanna go back
Contradicting remedies
My disordered mind
Tempted
With a lobotomy
The shotguns fire
Blast it
How much longer
Must I go
Without a dream
Restful peace
Full on slumber
Eight hours of wonder
Fuck it
I\'d settle for three