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I\'m 19 years into this life

I\'m 19 years into this life of mine

I\'ve gotten this far

I\'m so quiet it\'s like I\'m a mime

I\'m trying to be a torch in the dark

I\'m trying for everyone else

I just wish I could try for myself

I had a father but I won\'t get into that

I hate my body and the way I act

I\'m not that bad, right?

I don\'t get into fights

I speak up for my friends

I don\'t speak up for myself

I\'d rather suffer till the end

I\'ll do that before asking for help

I think I shouldn\'t

I know I would

I think I should 

I know I wouldn\'t

I\'m 19 years into this life

I\'m still pretending everything\'s fine