I wish you would love me , mom,
as much as you love him,
I wish I could be the daughter you wanted,
Not this unwanted storm,
Our relationship fading away in a light so dim.
But do you really love him so much,
That just to create your perfect image,
You would hurt me ?
Wounded by your words, my heart is what I clutch,
You shame me for holding a grudge,
But am I not even allowed to get hurt?
You throw at me your dagger like words,
So nasty.
You tell me you love me,
You tell me you\'re proud,
But I don\'t feel loved at all,
I\'d never become like you, it\'s something I vowed.
What can I do so you\'d love me ,mom?
I\'m begging you , care about me more , mom,
I feel like I\'d never be good enough for you, mom.
Maybe in another universe, you tell me you loved me
And I feel loved.
Maybe in another universe, you got the daughter you always wanted and you aren\'t ashamed of your own blood.
I wish you would love me, mom.