I can’t go on any longer with you
I’m forgetting who I am without you
And we’re familiar strangers growing apart not together
with resentment that you don’t caress me or show interest outside of where it benefits you
And I’m the benefiting factor
But I’m kind and caring by nature
But you indifference has torn my heart apart
Shattered like the pieces of a broken mirror
Never to be put back together the same
I see things differently now
I tolerate you bkuz I am acting with idleness
And i don’t want to wash those fucking dishes or scrub that fucking toilet
U do it
It’s the bare minimum u can do
As much as you have cost me
Not only monetary but
Years wasted of my life time youth
and money
I care but u don’t care how I feel
You sleep peacefully on my couch while I
Am restless in my bed alone
Aching to be held
Your an a allusion of being here
But you body is present tho mind absent
We might as well speaks two different foreign languages
A the connection
Is not there
Its error
You bringing up archaic records from the past mistakes and chaos
Yet I’m confused if I was so bad
Why did u stay
To use me
Damn
Praying you go away deal with them scraggly ass hoes who ain’t got shit going but a blunt and bottle
Big assess
But small brains
The shits is stupid
And so am I being
Driving me more insane
You tolerate me for what you get from me
I stupidly oblige
I don’t want to be foolish any longer
Baby baby baby no !
Ashanti
I don’t want you I’m just too comfortable and
I fooled myself into thinking that I need you
I gotta get off my lazy ass
And grind
No one is going to save me but myself
That is what I learned from my first hand experiences
I must speak up
I must stand my ground
No love was never there
No love will ever be found
Right now we are just both
In the same book
Due to circumstances
But entirely different chapters
I pray to God he gives me strength and courage to believe in my self again
And my own abilities
I am knowing I have the power within
To take control back of my own life is the win
I may be lonely
It may be hard
The road is rocky the road is steep
But my precious jewels of love
Your bad you didn’t keep it
Hobo-nonsexual be gone forever your ungrateful pathetic and selfish and
The love I had for you doesn’t even live here anymore