Honestly I don\'t even know why I bother expressing myself
every time I do I end up feeling more and more useless.
No one seems to understand my struggle or my pain
It\'s as if my words and my tears have all been ignored.
I don\'t believe life is worth the pain and suffering that engulfs me
I\'ve been told things would change, things would be different.
It\'s been 4 months at this point
change isn\'t coming, hopes for salvation will never arrive.
A lonely, empty shell forever hurt, forever forgotten.
I don\'t even know what to do.
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I hope you\'re doing well Juan
I thank you for everything
and I’m happy that I met you
be safe.