Face To Face

Hide my pain, behind my smile,

 

Acting sane, to keep my style,

 

Living in vain, it\'s not worthwhile,

 

Tears like rain, being drained like the Nile,

 

Everyday is the same, and the pain ain\'t final,

 

It\'s a shame, I ain\'t sane, I\'ve been placed in a trial,

 

I can\'t gain, I\'m being drained, the pain goes on for miles,

 

I\'m insane, may be lame, when you came, I hid it with a smile.

 

It\'s those silent screams inside me, silently screaming for safety,

 

Maybe someone will find me, find me going crazy,

 

Face to face they eye me, and believe when I say \'I\'m okay\',

 

Placed in hate blindly, and the blaming\'s made me broken,

 

Everyday\'s been the same, since the day I\'ve been named,

 

Raised in a place, where pains in the brain,

 

Since first grade, I\'m the first to be blamed,

 

It hurts like a blade, but I\'m berserk and insane,

 

It\'s all just a game, till the blood leaves a stain,

 

Then the fun starts to fade, and the pain starts to fray,

 

Say you okay, but your dying in the brain,

 

Crying from the hate, while your trying to stay sane,

 

Your fine, so you say, but dying is your fate,

 

The signs are the same, try to keep your mind straight,

 

You got a lot on your plate, must escape this hateful state,

 

The pain it creates, is recognized face to face,

 

And when you look, in the eyes, it synchronizes with the pain.