he puts his head
in the dip of my shoulder
and laughs
against my neck
a gentle giggle
which slightly tickles
and in turn
i laugh too
when he puts
fingers on my chin
and lifts my face up to his
i smile
and he moves his fingertips
to the corners of my mouth
to trace it
tells me he loves me
and i know
nobody can replace this
i want to tell him
that he really makes me laugh
to tell him
that he’s taken the pain of all the past
and brought calm
that i know will last
at last
my hearts beating fast
which is nothing new
the first time i kissed him
i really had no idea
what i was getting myself into
but i can’t stop smiling
finally
i don’t feel like dying
12:50pm - 24/04/25.