Unexpressed emotions never die,
I won\'t agree but I won\'t deny,
They are buried alive,
And all I\'ve ever done is survive,
They come forth later in uglier ways,
In my anger within silence, I blaze.
Mistook lies for love,
I\'ve suffered long enough.
Mistook misbelief for concern,
My old soul will never return.
Mistook cowardice for care,
I will take my revenge, beware .
I\'m being watched,
They think it\'s in my mind,
But the unwanted audience never got caught,
I\'m dying for any evidence I can find.
He made a return,
He thinks I don\'t know,
It makes my stomach churn,
But I can put up a pretty good show.
The man that I loved chose me to die over himself,
Sorrow is no longer the last on my shelf.
I\'ve become Alcestis,
My silence louder than ever,
No emotion on my face , never.
He killed me,
I only pulled the trigger,
My mind\'s become a thousand pieces of debris,
Every action of mine is now taken with rigor.