rmjhm.i

I Don\'t Want You Anymore

Handwritten letters, pretty paper crafts,

Do they matter to you?

Are you in art?

If you are, then it\'s awesome,

\'cause I could make them forever for you,

if having you as mine becomes a dream come true.

I love you. Do you?

You say \"for sure,\" but I don\'t feel even a speck of that affection.

So I ask again,

\"Do you really?\"

Or is it just a one-sided attraction?

Please tell me the truth;

I don\'t want the lies to be more,

because just what was it that I did not give you, amor?

And what did you give me before?

I guess empty words of hope, for sure.

Oh darling, you can wish you could settle the score,

but I don\'t expect anything from you anymore.

I don\'t want.

I don\'t want the replies of the letters I wrote you months before,

or the replies of questions you know I seek for sure.

I don\'t want gifts from you or for you to hold my hand,

because I know you know that if you really wanted, you can.

I don\'t want you.

I don\'t want you to reciprocate my feelings, no offense,

\'cause I already know you don\'t love me, in your defense.

No, I don\'t want you to make me stay.

What\'s the point of it now when I\'ve already withered away?

But I guess it\'s all a lie,

some part of me will always want you,

because even if I\'ve went away,

I can\'t bring myself to bid adieu.

But I hope,

I hope I would not want you anymore, I swear.

And even if I do, I\'ll make sure no one is aware.

I hope that if someday someone asks me on the road of life, a mess,

\"Do you still want her to be yours?\"

I will not leave them to guess.

I would say,

\"No, I don\'t beg for love anymore,

\'cause love is a choice, not a contest.\"