……a close up visual of my sister I lost when I was just a child, enters my mind’s eye, memory pulls on tears but her happiness begs me not to cry, mother’s, father’s joy I can feel deep inside, their images suddenly appear there by her side, so many questions arise inside, why did we have to say goodbye, five years ago my older brother just died, starting to feel alone would be an understatement, losing my will to live, cause everyone I ever sought to impress is on the other side of death, my day will come but I don’t want eternal rest, I want more time with loved ones, as we continue to be blessed, but now life is threatening to take my only sibling I have left, an older sister thank god her heart still beats in her chest.