we met on a dating app
which is slightly embarrassing
anyone that asks
receives a diluted explanation
of how i was so desperate for love
i threw up pictures of my face
and prayed it would be enough
for someone to stay
i didn’t actually expect
anyone to stay
only had the app for two days
so when he came
i was amazed
i’ve never felt so safe
i must have known you before
held your hand in heaven
dreamed of every earthly mistake
i’d make
that would indirectly lead me to you
i must have felt content
in the knowledge of upcoming rage
softened by the kindness on your face
i imagine it was hard
to walk through the veil
and leave God behind
but he has blessed me with a life
in which you
are by my side
a love i’ve always been meant to find
i thought i had it before you
but i was blind
thank you for opening my mind
i dream of the day
we re-enter heaven together
heavenly hands held forever
no rage to be found
no hateful sound
just light
i dream of the day
i don’t need to fight
your beautiful face
is such a pretty sight
love is no competition
but i think i’ve won
i win owen
he gets the creativity flowing
how long my mind
has been screaming to know him
i think this is love
i think
this is all i have dreamed of.
18:16pm - 09/05/25.