having so many questions but never knowing exactly would the answers be enough
would the screaming in my mind stop would the pain stop would that second voice of doubt just guide me to the right place for once
was it to late did it matter at all at this point or was I just pushing my luck in wanting the screaming to stop
the times I was confused angry and truly embarrassed would it stop would it just go away and let me start over
it wasn\'t normal but I let it in like it was on fire and I was that cool place it needed to stay a while
I had so many questions but no one to ask no one to tell me it was ok and that this fire I had let inside me i could rid myself of it forever
and at that very moment I screamed free