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God of Man.

I heard once—

that faith is a river,

endless and hungry,

smoothing stone into whispers.

 

But I have seen drought.

I have seen it—

cracked earth, tongues of dust,

where the river should have been.

 

They say God walks on water,

but what of when it dries?

Do His feet scrape the bone of the earth,

blister and bleed like ours?

 

Tell me, 

does He flinch?

 

I have whispered prayers

into the hollow of my hands,

watched them echo back,

unanswered, unanswered.

 

Perhaps faith is a canyon instead,

formed by the absence of water,

shaped by what is not there.

 

If He listens,

He must be deaf to desperation.

If He sees,

He must be blind to begging hands.

 

Or maybe He just—

turns His head,

lets the river run dry,

watches us scratch at dust

like it’s salvation.

 

I don’t know how to pray anymore.

I only know how to shout.

 

Maybe He hears me now.

Maybe He’s just waiting

for the river to fill again,

waiting for me to drown