Jal

Diseased

Imperfect faces

Dulled sensations

I left my blood on the wall

Moonlit spaces

Left no traces

Nothing matters at all

 

Internal struggle

Screams echo

Talking to myself

Feelings pure

Future unsure

Bottled and put on a shelf

 

I\'ve nothing to say

Can\'t find my own way

 

Theres something

Burning inside of me

I don\'t know what is wrong

Can someone please tell me?

And nothing

Is working for me

I cant stop this hurt inside

How did I get so diseased?

 

I had a vision

Of grandeur reason

A life bigger than mine

But reality sinks in

Haunted by past sin

It wasnt for me to find

 

Rotting in silence

My purity all rinsed

All the good I\'ve ever felt

Scrubbed away, and

Left me astray

I\'ve lost myself

 

Theres something

Burning inside of me

Can\'t stop myself spiraling, no

Can someone please help me?

And nothing

Is working for me

Am I too damaged inside, oh

How did I get so diseased?

 

And there is something

Burning through me

I can\'t find the answers, please

Can someone tell me?

And nothing

Can make this go away

I\'ve tried and tried

How did I get so diseased?

 

And nothing

Can stop this hurt inside

I\'ve no one beside myself

Oh god, how did I

Get so diseased