Akshadha_Joshi1310

Why Must It Be Like This

Why must it be like this?

Which one of us here is being selfish?

Is it him ?

Being married, but still trying to get with you,

When did it all become so grim ?

I learnt this behaviour of his is not something new,

I couldn\'t believe for it to be true.

 

Is it you?

Rejecting him , rightfully so ,

And getting over it,

But with anger held inside still a bit .

 

He messaged me today after quite a while,

I was happy and started to tell you about it,

You glanced at me with a look so vile .

You told me you didn\'t want to talk to him,

But I didn\'t ask you to do that.

So I countered that with \" I just wanted you to listen\" ,

Just wanted you to know of our conversation, 

But you made yourself the victim.

You said you didn\'t want to listen to me,

Oh.

 

Please. Change the prophecy !

When will it be me ?

Was I in the wrong?

It seems there is no place I\'ll ever belong.

 

And I promise you,

My affections for him weren\'t planned,

I don\'t even know anymore where I stand ,

Why must it be like this? I don\'t understand!

 

It seems that the ones writing the fates must detest me ,

To fill me up with glee,

Then put me in a predicament I can\'t get myself out of,

It\'s plain cruelty.

 

Will they accept my plea ?

About if they can redo ,

The prophecy.

 

It was all written,

I got cursed,

Was it all something I deserved?

Why must it be like this?

I will forever be stuck in this stygian abyss.