The urge I have within me is to pack up and go,
lately my life has been a complete horror show ,
depressed, anxious and feeling down ,
if things doesn’t change it feels like I might drown ,
I know it’s for a short time , but can’t help but wonder ,
will I come back up or delve farther under ,
I have an urge building within ,
that I must control - lest I follow the lead of every other human,
I find myself wondering if there is any help for me ,
will I ever be on top ? Will I ever break free ?