You left ,
You left long ago .
But still,
The ghost of abuse will
Forever haunt us,
The ghost of my incapability to save
Her will forever haunt me.
A message,
A photo,
A call,
A memory,
Is all it takes to be back where
We started,
It\'s like we never parted ,
Your abuse never departed.
My all these years of trying go in vain ,
Because she\'d stumble upon a memory,
Again, inflicting pain .
I\'d watch and could not save her ,
The emotional torture,
I\'m getting fucking tired,
She\'ll keep meeting the same cruel fate.
At least I\'ve gotta try ,
To stop it all ,
See myself fail , watch myself fall ,
And repeat it all over again.